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that is how many people are going to read this, i haven't blogged in a long time because i found it was a waste of my time and it didn't change anything, as thought. im am really bored and do not know what to type so i will entertain myself abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz. i just snorted lol. brittany laughed. and ryan is playing guitar hero...like a n00b. my back hurts and i have a belly button. i slept outside last night at Brittany's house on the trampoline for like an hour and a half. i was fucking stupid. it wasnt a big deal. stop laughing at me. that hurts...right here<3.

with great thanks form the planet of what the fuck is going on in this house if i see another orgy im gonna have to shoot myself, Derek

WOW

i don't know what has happened but i feel really shitty, i have been a real asshole towards a lot of people, i don't know why either. i had a lot on my mind at the game, i felt like shit because of it and im pretty sure i pissed Brittany off, and Lauren, and probably Chelsea too, and i just want to say sorry.

hands down favorite song, basically brings me to tears, don't know why, but i used to listen to it when i felt like shit, i thought i wouldn't have to listen to it for a while.....i was wrong

Music of the moment

and for today.....

Your guardian angel- The red jumpsuit apperatus
realy nice song, think i am gonna learn how to play it.......by tomorrow night lol

School today

registered at 9 got done around lunch and didnt go to any other classes the rest of the day:D, hung out with rabbit, the we went to brittany's then to chelsea's then to lauren's then i went home lol, not much really happened today


peace

Music of the moment

Master of puppets-Metallica
i pretty much love this song, mainly because of the intro
its epic

shmalg

i made that word up lol, so my weekend was pretty much awsome because zachs mom let me drive her car all over town all weekend, and rabbit came back finally so we hung out, and i saw Brittany today:D, i start school tomorrow but not until like 9ish. so when i got home my mom was out looking for me, everybody said she was uber pissed, i talked her out of being pissed and she was about to give me a curfew WTF, like i was gonna let that happen:)


Peace

Music of the moment

im staling this from Rabbit lol

Bullet for my Valentine-All these things i hate
really good song, i love the balance of distorted drop c guitar and clean tone

nothing

...thats exactly what i did today, played guitar hero and SOCOM, lol, found out rabbit might be back tomorrow(HELL YES!) might go over zach's but if rabbit comes back sooner then i get over there f-dat ill hang out with him

Peace

so...

today, Brittany came and picked me up and we went to chelsea's house then we took jacob out for his birthday, then went back to Brittany's and watched eight below and it was really depressing lol, but i had an awsome day


Peace

Chillin

well today i just chilled at home and played guitar hero and watched tv, i climbed down the canyon in my backyard today for no apparent reason, its bad ass down there, well tomorrow i get to see Brittany(yay!) so i are happy, DAMMIT Rabbit needs to get back

Peace

i are happy

tonight i went to the movies with brittany, we saw chuck and larry(sooo funny) so after the movie she drove me home and we were sitting in my driveway talking, and i asked her out and ill be damned she said yes, so i asked her if she kissed on the first date...you guess:) so im really happy cuz for once the girl i really like ends up liking me back,


Peace

so....

today i went to an abandoned mine with my mom and her friend, it was fun, i was throwing rocks into traffic a lot, well shanielle told me that brittany likes me so i think im gonna ask her out this coming week if i get to see her, i really do like her a lot, i hope she says yes.


Peace

"Untitled"

so today i went to work and the owner was being a complete doosh to me so im gonna quit, plus its a crappy job anyways, and i dont want to dedicate all my weekends to work, so im really bore and i will be this next like 9 days because rabbit is gona and chelsea probably dosent want to hang out....i might hang out with zach or tony though, probably will. well thats all fro now....



Peace

today

today i really didnt do anything spectacular, went to the farmers market with my mom and watched a killer blues cover band, then we went out to eat at a mexican reasturant on north, it sucked balls, lol. but today overall was a good day...could of been better, defenetaly could of been worse, it seems like i piss people off real easy lately. idk, maybe my annoyance is setting in. i really would like to hang out with rabbit before he leaves for a while, might not happen since i cant even use the phone anymore to call ppl unless i sneak it. so for the mass amount of ppl who read this(i cant express how much sarcasm i used in that sentence)......


Peace

oh noes

well since i last posted, things have been going good, i went to naturita with rabbit and worked, im about to quit my job and i need to seriously think about some things....things i thought about a while ago but i guess ill think about them again, dont ask i have a fucked up mind. i saw 300 again with rabbit chelsea and tony, it gets better everytime, i also bought guitar hero 2 today...soooooooo i think thats what im gonna go do now

Peace Peeps

well well well

last night i stayed at rabbits and watched grandma's boy for the first time which was acually not bad. woke up then we ran errands then found out we have the chance to go see daft punk in denver on tuesday, we were estatic, so i call my mom and ask and what do you know....she says no, and i really got my hopes up and then they were crushed...its funny how thats happened more then once since i moved back, so that put me in a shitty mood, then she says i have to be home at 2, so after errands then some quick dbl cheeseburgers we rode out to the desert which was absolutely amazing, then we picked up lauren and dropped me off....now im talkin to shaneille about guitar and shit, i really really want to play a mini concert for my friends or at a park or something because none of them have really herd me set up and really playing, but that will probably never happen cuz they wont have the time for me, maybe my real friends will, but thats only a few, really cant wait to work wedensday for powerman tickets, but i guess i have to until then, yes this was a long one but this was my first real post it you will....

Blooje

the title means nothing but im hangin out with rabbit who is the first person i have seen outside of work for 3 days, it sucked balls working, but now i get the rest of the week off so im happy

bored

got off work about an hour ago, bored as hell, have to go in at 8 tomorrow, o joy

WHAHHH

HAHA first post im a gangster now