Tuesday, February 26, 2008

SHIT

i need a job...bad

Monday, February 25, 2008

Chika Chika What Chika Yeah

well im really really bored and im really hyper right now, and blasting the heritic anthem. lol my mom yelled that is un-Christian like. well thats me:)so ya.
WHOOP DIDDY LALA

Thursday, February 21, 2008

gonna be a long one

i realized i haven't blogged in a long time, a really long time. but i think ill get in the habit again.

so things have been going really good. me and Brittany are still together,been just over 6 months, and i can honestly say I'm more in love with her then i have been or think i will ever be with anyone in my life. she is true perfection. as for friends, really haven't lost any but i have gained a couple. one of them is Conner, i don't know what it is about this kid but me and him really get along, we hang out a lot and we both just got back into skateboarding. i bought a truck not too long ago, its a 1987 Toyota pickup 4x4. i have also learned how to snowboard pretty decent and its really fun.

like i said before, things have been going really good... until tonight. i mentioned to Brittany that i might get a couple vicodin from someone whose name I'm not gonna mention and she got pretty upset. now i probably would of not even taken them if i got them, but i mentioned it to her anyways. so she texted me after she dropped me off and i found out i made her cry. now i feel like the biggest asshole in the world. i really fucked up, and i absolutely hate the fact that i made her cry. i love her with every ounce of my being and im not exaggerating either. i have never cared for anyone this much before, its safe to say i would do ANYTHING for her, she is well worth it, and then some. i just don't want to upset her anymore, so yeah i have been crying for like the past 10 mins, and i cant stop. i have never cried this much before. she means the world to me and when i upset her i feel like the lowest life form on this planet. well its late and im gonna try to get some sleep. i hope shit works out.



Peace